“I know.”
“You don’t know. You weren’t here.” She said it without any heat. She was just setting it on the bench between us where we could both see it. “I’m not saying it to be ugly. I’m saying I was so tired I sold my own father for ninety-four dollars and it took the man across the street to show me. That’s what two years did. I need you to know what it did.”
“Tell me,” I said.
So she did. I’m not going to put all of it down. Some of it is hers. The mornings he didn’t know what day it was. The time the car quit outside Lewistown in January with him in it. The Christmas check she never cashed, because cashing it would have meant that was my share and my share was paid. I sat on an upturned bucket and I took it. Every bit of it was true.
When she was done, I opened the last ledger and turned it around on the bench so it faced her.
“He kept writing in it,” I said. “After he couldn’t carve. Look.”
It was the same pencil, but the hand had gone big and loose, like a child’s.
Mon. Canton. G. drove.
Wed. Canton. G. drove.
Fri. Canton. G. drove. Stopped for a milkshake. Not allowed. She let me have two sips.
Page after page. Two years of it.
“I counted them,” I said. “Because that’s what I do. Two hundred ninety-seven times, it says G. drove. And there’s this one.”
I put my finger on it. A Wednesday from the winter before.
G. tired today. Would not say so. Told her go on home. She would not. Good girl.
My sister put her hand flat on that page and bent over it, and she cried the way you do when somebody finally hands you the receipt. I went and sat beside her on the horse. It isn’t built for two grown women. We managed.
After a while I said the rest of what I’d come to say.
“I’m in that book too. P. called, every Sunday. And P. here. I counted those. Fourteen.”
She wiped her face with Dad’s coat cuff.
“Two hundred ninety-seven and fourteen,” I said. “I let you tell me ‘I’ve got it’ on the phone because it was easy to believe. That’s mine. And thank you doesn’t cover it, and neither did a check. So here’s what I can actually do. This house is mine to finish. You don’t lift another box. And that knee you’ve been putting off since before he got sick, you call and schedule it. I will come up and stay with you till you can do your own stairs. The next hard thing in this family, I’m the one who drives.”
She was quiet a long time.
“It’s two weeks on a walker,” she said. “At least.”
“Then it’s two weeks.”
She nodded. Then she reached in the pocket of the chore coat and brought out the envelope with the fence posts on the back.
“It’s been on my kitchen counter for twelve days. I can’t spend it. I can’t even put it in my purse.” She turned it over. “Leonard said something else on my step. He said he and Dad used to run a table for the kids at the county fair. Carving ducks. I’d forgotten that too.”
I hadn’t known it at all.
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