The room was very quiet.
“You,” I said.
Dr. Hale looked up at me. His eyes were red.
“Me,” he said.
I stood up. I don’t know why. I just couldn’t sit anymore.
“You’re my grandfather?”
He didn’t answer for a long moment. Then he nodded.
“I’m your grandfather, Daniel,” he said. “Your father’s father.”
I stared at this old man in his white coat. At his tall, thin frame. At his long hands. At the way he stood, with his weight on one leg, a little bit slouched.
My father stood exactly like that. I’d seen it a thousand times. Leaning against the kitchen counter, waiting for the coffee to brew. Slouched on one leg.
I had always thought he got it from Grandpa Frank.
“I was twenty-four,” Dr. Hale said quietly. “A first-year resident. Ruth was volunteering here that summer as a candy striper. Before she went off to college. She’d come around with her little cart of magazines and flowers. She was the funniest person I’d ever met. She’d sneak me cookies from the cafeteria and tell me the most ridiculous jokes.”
He smiled. Just a little.
“We fell in love,” he said. “Just like that. Stupid and young and completely sure that nothing could ever go wrong. And then in September she went back to college, and in November she called me crying, and told me she was pregnant.”
“What happened?”
His face changed. The smile went away.
“Her father found out,” he said. “And Harold Calloway came to see me. In my apartment. He sat at my kitchen table, and he told me that if I ever spoke to his daughter again, he would end my career. He was the chairman of the hospital board. He said one phone call, and I’d never practice medicine anywhere in the state of Ohio. Maybe anywhere in the country.”
He looked down at the floor.
“And I believed him,” he said. “And I was a coward. I was twenty-four years old, and I’d spent my whole life wanting to be a doctor, and I let that man take my son away to save my own career.”
“But you were there,” I said. “The night he was born. You took the picture.”
“I asked to be on call that night,” he said. “I traded shifts with three people to make sure. I knew when she was due. I knew where they were bringing her.” His voice broke. “I couldn’t be her husband. I couldn’t be his father. But I could be in the building. That was all I could do.”
He wiped his eyes.
“I stayed,” he said. “At this hospital. For fifty-one years. Everybody told me I should go somewhere bigger. Cleveland. Columbus. Johns Hopkins wanted me once. But I never left. Because this was the last place I ever saw him.”
I sat back down. I had to.
“Did you know?” I asked him. “Did you know who he was? Where he went? All those years?”
Dr. Hale looked at Grandma.
“Every Christmas,” Grandma said quietly, “I sent Thomas a card. With a picture of Michael inside. Just one picture. No letter. No return address. Frank didn’t know about it. Nobody did.”
“Fifty-one years of Christmas cards,” Dr. Hale said. “I have every one of them. In a shoebox in my closet. Michael’s first Christmas. Michael in a cowboy hat. Michael with no front teeth. Michael graduating from high school. Michael’s wedding.” He looked at me. “A little boy in a Cincinnati Reds jersey, holding a baseball bat bigger than he was. Michael’s son. Daniel.”
My knees went weak.
“I knew your name before you could walk,” he said.
“And Ruth?” I asked. “Did she know?”
“I gave her the pictures,” Dr. Hale said. “Once a year. We’d meet at a diner in Millbrook, in a back booth, the week after Christmas. She’d look at the picture for an hour. She’d touch it with her fingers. And then she’d give it back to me, because she couldn’t take it home. Her husband never knew. Her daughter never knew.”
He paused.
“She went to his funeral, Daniel,” he said.
I froze.
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