We buried Ruth on a Saturday at St. Joseph’s Cemetery.
Catherine asked us all to come. Dr. Hale. Grandma. Sarah and me. Catherine’s husband and her two teenage boys, who kept staring at me like they couldn’t figure out who I was.
“He’s your cousin,” Catherine told them. “Sort of. It’s complicated. Just be nice.”
After the service, Grandma did something I didn’t expect.
She walked slowly across the cemetery, leaning on my arm, down to the little family plot at the end of the row. To the little white stone with only one word on it.
GRACE.
She laid down one white lily from Ruth’s funeral flowers.
“There,” she said softly. “Now you’ve met each other.”
I put my arm around her, and we stood there for a long time.
Dr. Hale retired two months later. At seventy-six. After fifty-one years at St. Andrew’s.
“I don’t need to stay in the building anymore,” he told me. “Everybody I was waiting for has come home.”
He comes to Sunday dinner at Grandma’s house now. Every week. He brings wine that Grandma says is too expensive and then drinks two glasses of. He and Grandma argue about everything. Politics. Baseball. The right way to make gravy. It’s the most fun I’ve seen her have since Grandpa died.
He gave me the shoebox. All fifty-one Christmas cards. Every picture of my father, from three months old to thirty-eight. On the back of each one, in his small, careful doctor’s handwriting, he’d written the date and one sentence.
“First Christmas. He has Ruth’s chin.”
“Age 7. Lost his front tooth. Looks like me at that age. God help him.”
“Age 22. Getting married. He looks happy. I hope he knows how lucky he is.”
The last card was from 2012. My father and me at Opening Day, both of us in Reds jerseys, holding hot dogs, grinning like idiots.
On the back, it just said: “Last one. I wish I had told him.”
Catherine and I talk on the phone every couple of weeks. She sends me old pictures of Ruth. Ruth at her college graduation. Ruth on her wedding day. Ruth as a grandmother, laughing at something off camera. Every time I see her face, I see my father’s chin.
In the spring, the hospital called Grandma.
The administrator, Mr. Perkins, wanted to put up a small plaque in Room 214. Under the window. He asked her what she wanted it to say.
She thought about it for a whole week. Then she called him back.
The plaque is brass. It’s very small. You’d miss it if you weren’t looking. It’s right under the little square window, where anybody lying in that bed can see it.
It says:
“THIS WINDOW WAS GIVEN IN 1973
FOR GRACE, FOR RUTH, AND FOR EVERY MOTHER
WHO NEEDED SOMETHING TO LOOK AT
BESIDES A WALL.”
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