I’m not a woman with a workshop.
I have a kitchen table, a junk drawer, and whatever my husband left behind in the garage.
I found a pack of sandpaper on his workbench. Three different grits, the way he always kept them. I sat at my kitchen table four nights in a row and sanded that box down by hand.
The first night, I only got through one side. I kept stopping. Every time I ran my thumb over the wood, I thought about his thumb doing the same thing. Fifty years of his thumb.
The second night, I finished the outside.
The third night, I drove to the hardware store in town and bought a can of Danish oil. Nine dollars. Earl, who runs the register, asked me what I was working on.
“Wendell’s cigar box,” I said.
He didn’t say anything. He just nodded and knocked a dollar off.
I rubbed the oil into the wood with an old T-shirt of Wendell’s. Slow. Coat after coat. And the grain came up dark and warm, the way it must have looked when his father first handed it to him.
I bought a new brass hinge for four dollars. The old one had rusted clean through. Putting it on took me an hour, because my hands aren’t as steady as they used to be, and the screws were the size of rice grains.
On the fourth night, I relined the inside.
I had a scrap of green velvet left over from a sewing project years back. Just enough. I cut it to size and glued it in with a steady hand.
And before I glued down the piece that went inside the lid, I did one more thing.
I sat down at the table with a pen and a piece of notebook paper. Wendell’s reading glasses were still in the kitchen drawer, six inches from my elbow. I couldn’t bring myself to move them.
I wrote a letter.
Then I went to the shoebox of old photographs in the hall closet and found the one I was looking for. A black-and-white picture, yellowed at the edges.
I folded the letter in quarters. I laid the photograph on top of it. I taped them both flat against the inside of the lid.
And then I glued the velvet down over them, so nobody would know they were there unless they went looking.
All told, I spent about twenty-two dollars. And four nights of missing him.
When I was done, that box looked the way it must have looked the day Wendell’s father handed it to a fourteen-year-old boy.
My granddaughter Emma had drawn my name out of the hat that December.
She’s fifteen. She’s quiet and careful, and she’s the one grandchild who still asks me real questions about her grandpa. Instead of just nodding when his name comes up.
I decided the box was for her.
Not because of what it cost.
Because it needed somebody who would ask about it.
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