We didn’t talk about it in the truck on the way home.
Mason fell asleep against the window before we even got to the edge of town. Kaylee rode with her friends to the team’s pizza party at Casey’s.
Travis drove with both hands on the wheel. The rose lay on the dashboard, rolling a little on the curves.
He didn’t say a word for eleven miles.
Neither did I.
When we got home, I carried Mason up to bed and came back down.
Travis was sitting at the kitchen table. In the same chair he’d been sitting in on Tuesday.
The rose was lying in front of him on the oilcloth.
I put on a pot of decaf.
I didn’t ask him anything.
I sat down across from him, and I waited. The same way I’d waited all week.
Only this time, it didn’t feel like a test.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you Dad was coming,” I finally said. “I should have. I wanted you to decide on your own. But that wasn’t fair to you.”
He shook his head.
“You were right not to,” he said. “If you’d told me, I’d have done it for you. I needed to do it for her.”
And then he told me something he’d never told me in nine years of marriage.
And it explained the whole thing.
I had to set my coffee cup down.
When Travis was twelve years old, his mother remarried.
The man’s name was Dale.
He wasn’t a bad man, Travis said. He worked hard. Paid the bills. Never raised a hand to anybody.
That spring, Travis played Little League.
At the end of the season, there was a banquet at the American Legion. The boys’ fathers were supposed to stand up behind them when they got their trophies.
Travis asked Dale to come.
And Dale said, right there in front of Travis’s mother, at their own kitchen table:
“You’re not mine to raise. That’s your dad’s job. I’m not going to stand up there and pretend.”
“My dad wasn’t coming either,” Travis said. “So I walked up there alone. I got my trophy. I walked back to my seat. And I never asked Dale for anything ever again.”
He turned the rose a quarter turn on the oilcloth.
“I swore I’d never do that to a kid. I’d never make a kid feel like that.”
He looked up at me.
“And Tuesday night, I sat right here in this chair and I said almost the exact same words.”
“Why?” I asked him.
Not mean. I just needed to understand.
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