I looked at my sister.
“I loved him,” I said.
She laughed once. “Funny way of showing it.”
My mother had come up behind Rebecca by then. I noticed her without looking directly at her.
Mothers have a presence you recognize, even after years.
She stood under her own umbrella. Her face looked smaller than I remembered. Older. Her eyes never left me.
I wanted to go to her. I wanted to tell her I was sorry I missed her surgery. I wanted to ask if she’d been scared. I wanted to tell her I knew the exact date, and that I’d thought about her every single hour that day, in a place I can’t name.
I couldn’t say any of it. Not yet.
My father stood a few feet away. His posture rigid.
He’d grown up the son of a general. He never served himself, but military habits survive in families. He stared at me with the same controlled disappointment I remembered from childhood.
He’d never understood my choices. Five years hadn’t changed that.
Rebecca saw them both. Good. She wanted witnesses.
“Mom almost died, Claire.”
My stomach twisted.
“I know.”
“Stop saying that!”
I looked at her.
“Then stop telling me things I already carry every day.”
That stopped her for half a second.
“What does that even mean?”
“Nothing I can explain.”
“There!” She turned toward our parents. “There it is again. The big mystery.”
My father finally spoke.
“Claire.”
Just my name. No welcome. No anger.
That was worse.
I turned to him. “Dad.”
His eyes moved over my face.
“You look well.”
“I’m okay.”
“Are you?”
I hesitated.
“Yes.”
Rebecca threw up one hand. “Unbelievable.”
My mother stepped forward.
“Not now, Rebecca.”
“She gets to disappear for five years, and we can’t even ask her questions?”
“Not at your grandfather’s funeral.”
“You heard her! She won’t answer anything!”
My mother turned and looked at me.
“Can you?” she asked.
That question almost undid me completely.
Not why won’t you.
Can you.
I held her eyes.
“No, Mom. I can’t.”
Her lips parted a little. Something shifted in her face. My father saw it too.
Rebecca didn’t.
“Of course she can!”
“No,” I said again. Firmer this time. “I can’t.”
Rebecca stared at me.
“Were you in prison?”
“No.”
“Rehab?”
“No.”
“Some kind of cult?”
“Rebecca,” my father snapped.
She ignored him. “Witness protection?”
I almost smiled. Not because it was funny. Because she was running through all the categories that make sense to civilians trying to explain somebody vanishing.
I’d imagined this exact conversation a hundred times.
I just never imagined it happening in the rain at Arlington, with Grandpa lying inside that chapel.
“Then what, Claire?”
“I can’t tell you.”
Her face changed from anger to disgust.
“Five years. And that’s all we get?”
“For now.”
“For now?”
“Yes.”
She looked at me like she wanted to grab me by the shoulders and shake an answer loose.
And then she said the word that had clearly been waiting on her tongue for five years.
“You’re a disgrace.”
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