You Should Know Your Place
There are things a mother knows that she doesn’t talk about.
She knows, for instance, exactly when her child stopped being the person she raised and became the person someone else wanted him to be. She knows the precise moment, even if she couldn’t have named it at the time — the moment the warmth in his voice began to arrive on a delay, filtered through something she couldn’t see. She knows what it sounds like when her son is performing for an audience and what it sounds like when he is simply himself, and she knows, with the particular grief of the long-patient, how long it has been since she heard the second one.
I knew all of these things when I walked into that restaurant on a Saturday evening in my best gray dress.
What I didn’t know was that the evening wasn’t going to go the way any of us expected.
Part One: The Invitation
Michael called on a Tuesday.
I remember that specifically — a Tuesday in early October, the kind of afternoon that is golden in that brief, particular way that makes you want to be outside even if you have nowhere to go. I was in my kitchen, eating lunch by myself, which is what I do now. The house has four chairs at the table and I use one of them and I have made my peace with that, mostly.
His voice, when I answered, had the quality of someone who has rehearsed something and is now performing the rehearsal. Warm, slightly elevated, the warmth of intention rather than instinct. “Mom. Hey. How are you?” With a pause that said he was working up to something.
I said I was fine. I asked how Marlene was. These were the steps of the dance we had developed over four years of a marriage I had been excluded from in increments so gradual I hadn’t fully registered each one until I was looking back at a distance.
“Actually,” Michael said, “that’s kind of why I’m calling. Marlene — she wants to try again. A fresh start. She thought a family dinner, somewhere nice, a chance to actually sit down together and move forward.”
I turned this over in my mind the way you turn over something that looks like what it claims to be but has a weight that doesn’t quite match. Move forward was Marlene’s phrase — I recognized its architecture. It belonged to the vocabulary of someone who frames every negotiation as a peace offering and every peace offering as a concession you should be grateful for.
“That sounds lovely,” I said. Because I am Helen, sixty-four, widowed, raised on the belief that a good faith offer deserves a good faith response. Because Michael is my son, my only child, born in the winter of the year I turned twenty-three and raised for the next eighteen on overtime shifts and second jobs and the particular, stubborn love of a woman who had decided that whatever life didn’t give her, she was going to work for.
And because, underneath all the careful management of my own disappointment, I loved him. I still loved him. You do not stop loving a child because he has become someone you don’t entirely recognize. You stop trusting him, sometimes. You stop being surprised. But you don’t stop loving him, and the love makes you go to dinner in your best gray dress even when some part of you knows better.
Michael gave me the name of the restaurant and a time. He said see you Saturday with the quick, concluding energy of someone who has accomplished the task they called to accomplish and is ready to move on. I said goodbye and put the phone down and finished my lunch, looking out the window at the October light, and I told myself not to overthink it.
This is a thing I have been telling myself for four years. I have not yet learned to do it.
Part Two: The Corner Chair
The restaurant had a valet stand and the kind of quiet outside a place that signals a specific tier of expense — no sign visible from the street, no menu posted in the window, nothing that advertised itself to anyone who didn’t already know to be there. I handed my keys to a young man who took them with the solemnity of someone accepting a responsibility, and I walked through the door in my gray dress with my good handbag and the polite smile I have been wearing in difficult company for most of my adult life.
I’m Helen, sixty-four and widowed. I worked as a hospital administrator for twenty-six years, which is not glamorous work but is work that requires precision, composure, and the ability to manage situations that are going wrong without letting the room know they’re going wrong. I raised Michael alone after his father died when Michael was eleven, not with help or family money or a safety net of any kind, but with the specific undecorated determination of someone who has decided that their child will not feel the cold even if it means they are always slightly underdressed themselves. I worked evenings. I worked weekends. I learned to navigate systems — hospital systems, administrative systems, the endless systems of keeping a household running on not quite enough — with the patience of someone who understands that systems can be learned, and that learning them is power even when it doesn’t look like power from the outside.
I thought that kind of love built loyalty. What I failed to account for is that loyalty requires the other person to recognize what was given. And Marlene had been very careful, over four years, to shape Michael’s frame for his own history.
She was already seated when I arrived. She and her parents — Gerald and Patricia, who occupied their chairs the way certain people occupy chairs in expensive restaurants, with the ease of people for whom this is simply Tuesday — and Michael. The table was a four-top near the center of the room, positioned where the lighting was warmest and the ambient sound of the jazz most flattering. A fifth chair had been pulled up at the corner, slightly apart from the arrangement, the chair that signals afterthought rather than guest, margin rather than center. My place was set there, and a glass of water already waited, as though the staff had been briefed.
I sat. I put my handbag on my lap. I smoothed the front of my gray dress, which I had pressed carefully that morning, and I smiled at the table.
Marlene smiled back with the precise smile she had calibrated for evenings like this — warm enough to be undeniable, controlled enough to be deniable. Gerald and Patricia nodded with the distant courtesy of people who have been given a version of someone and have incorporated that version into a settled view. Michael looked at the tablecloth and then at the wine list and then, briefly, at me, before returning to the wine list as though it contained the answer to a question he was working through.
The restaurant around us was exactly what the neighborhood suggested and precisely what I would not have chosen for myself — soft jazz from a small ensemble near the back, white linen pressed into architectural precision, candlelight arranged to make every table feel private while ensuring you remained visible. The menu, when the waiter presented it with the deference of someone presenting evidence in a case, was leather-bound and price-free, which is the particular confidence of an establishment that assumes its guests are not measuring their choices against a number.
I opened mine. I read it genuinely, because I was genuinely hungry, and because I was not going to perform the version of myself that this table seemed to have arranged for — the version that takes up less room, eats less, needs less, expects less.
The waiter came. Marlene did not open her menu. She ordered as someone who has decided in advance, which is her way: four lobster dinners delivered with the brisk efficiency of someone placing an administrative order, and a bottle of the Sancerre confirmed by a glance at her parents that received their nods like ratifications. Then she looked down the table at me, and her expression performed something that her eyes didn’t quite confirm.
“We don’t serve extra food,” she said, pleasantly and firmly, the pleasantness doing the work of making cruelty sound like policy. “Just water for her.”
The waiter went still for exactly half a second. A trained professional’s half-second, absorbed and processed without visible reaction, the response of someone deciding how to navigate a situation that wasn’t in the training manual.
“We have standards,” Marlene continued, her tone the steady tone of a woman who has prepared this moment. “Clarity about boundaries. It’s important that everyone understands the structure.”
Michael leaned back in his chair with the posture of a man performing comfort for people whose opinion he needs. He looked at me with an expression I recognized — it was the expression of rehearsal, of a face that has decided what it’s going to do before it does it. “You should know your place, Mom,” he said.
I want to be honest about what happened inside me when he said that.
There was a sound, very quiet, in some interior room I have been keeping locked for four years — the sound of something that has been bending under pressure for a very long time finally reaching the end of what it can accommodate. Not breaking. I did not break. But a decision made itself, clearly and without drama, the way the best decisions do: with the simplicity of something that has been true for a while and has only now been said out loud.
I felt the old reflex. Sixty-four years of it: explain, soften, smooth it over, protect him from the consequences of being someone who would say that to his mother in public. The reflex was right there, ready, well-practiced, completely available.
I chose not to use it.
“Noted,” I said.
And I smiled, and I folded my hands on the table, and I let the silence sit there between us for a moment — heavy, undeniable, a fifth presence at the table that Marlene had not planned for and could not dismiss.
She blinked. Just once. The blink of a woman who ordered a reaction and received something else.
Part Three: Water and Lobster
The lobsters arrived with the ceremony of things that cost what these lobsters cost. Steam, butter in individual dishes, the satisfying sound of shell meeting the specific implement designed for it. Gerald made an appreciative noise. Patricia unfolded her napkin with the practiced precision of a woman for whom fine dining is not an event but a frequency. Michael picked up his fork.
No one looked at me.
I sat with my water and my folded hands and I watched my son eat lobster and agree, in the small continuous ways that couples develop for these performances, with everything Marlene said. She talked about standards — she was very committed to the word that evening — and about clarity, and about the importance of everyone understanding their role in a family dynamic. She said these things in the pleasant, firm tone of a woman who has prepared her talking points and is executing them, and Michael made small sounds of affirmation that were the sounds of a man who had also been briefed.
I have watched Michael perform before audiences other than me. I knew the quality of this performance. I knew that underneath it, somewhere, was the boy who had cried in my arms when his father died and who had made me the world’s worst birthday cake when I turned forty and been so proud of it that I had eaten two slices while it was still warm. I knew that boy was still in the man at this table, unreachable at this particular moment, present in the way buried things are present — not gone, just underground.
Knowing this did not make the lobster smell any less wonderful or the water taste any less flat.
I was aware of being watched by the room in the peripheral way that restaurants watch tables where something is slightly off. The waiter who had gone still had not returned to our table. A different server brought the wine. The manager, I noticed, was at the far side of the room having a conversation with the same stillness that experienced professionals develop when something requires attention.
Then the waiter — the original one, the one who had gone still — passed our table on his way to another. He slowed as he went by me. It was a small thing: a fractional reduction of pace, a glance at my face and then at the kitchen doors, the brief quality of someone checking a name against a list in his memory.
Marlene was mid-sentence, something about energy in a room and people who bring negativity, when I noticed the server across the dining room lean toward the manager and say something. The manager’s posture changed. Not dramatically — just a slight adjustment, the micro-shift of a person receiving information that changes the shape of a situation.
The kitchen doors swung open.
A man in a chef’s coat came through them with the specific purposeful energy of someone who has been told something and is going to confirm it for himself. He was perhaps fifty-five, heavyset, with the bearing of someone who has spent decades in the particular authority of a professional kitchen — the authority of someone who knows exactly what belongs in their space and what doesn’t, and who has strong feelings about both. He scanned the room with a professional’s eye, moving from table to table with the efficiency of pattern recognition.
When his gaze reached our table, it stopped.
And then he started walking toward us.
Part Four: What Marlene Didn’t Know
His name was Robert Okafor, and he had been the executive chef of this restaurant for eleven years. Before that, he had been the sous chef at the Meridian Hotel downtown. Before that, he had worked in three cities across two countries, learning the craft in the serious, total-immersion way that the best chefs do, treating every kitchen as a teacher and every service as an examination.
I knew all of this because Robert Okafor was the reason I had a career.
Not in the dramatic, cinematic sense of the word. In the ordinary, human sense, which is more significant and less convenient for storytelling. Robert had been the one to hire me for my first real job — not the hospital administration I eventually built my professional life around, but the catering company I’d worked for in my late twenties, briefly, between Michael’s father getting sick and Michael’s father dying and the reconfiguration of our lives that followed. I had walked into the Meridian Hotel on a morning when I had been awake for twenty-two hours and asked to speak to whoever did the hiring for event services, and Robert Okafor — then a sous chef in his thirties, not yet who he would become — had been the one who happened to be at the desk, and he had looked at my face and said, Sit down. You want coffee? I’ll get you coffee first and then you can tell me what you’re applying for.
He had given me coffee and hired me the same day and trained me personally for two weeks in the operational logistics of large-scale catering events. When I eventually left to take the hospital administration position, because it paid better and had benefits and Michael needed stability more than I needed work I found interesting, Robert had shaken my hand and said: You’re too good at systems to stay in one room. Go figure out the bigger ones.
I had thought about that sentence a lot over the years.
We had stayed in loose touch — the professional acquaintance kind of touch, a note at the holidays, a congratulations when his restaurant opened, a brief conversation at a city event once about four years ago where we had drunk mediocre wine and caught each other up on the years between. He knew I had a son. He knew I was a widow. He knew I worked in hospital administration and had recently retired. He did not know about Marlene, specifically, but he knew enough about me to know what kind of woman I was, and what kind of woman I was not.
Marlene knew none of this. She had chosen this restaurant the way certain people choose the instruments of performance — for what they signal, for the authority they lend to the person doing the choosing. She had not considered the possibility that the restaurant might have a prior relationship with the person she was performing at.
This is the thing about dismissing people without asking who they are: you dismiss the person in front of you, but you also dismiss everyone who has ever known them.
Robert reached our table. He was looking at me with the warm, direct expression of a man who is genuinely glad to see someone and is also, quietly, assembling a picture of the situation from the evidence available — the untouched water glass, the conspicuous absence of a menu in front of me, the lobster plates distributed to the rest of the table, and the particular quality of the silence that settled when he arrived.
“Helen,” he said. “I thought that was you.”
Marlene’s fork did not quite make contact with her plate. Gerald looked up from his wine. Patricia’s expression shifted through a sequence of adjustments, each one landing somewhere less comfortable than the last. Michael had gone very still in the way of a man who is rapidly recalculating but has not yet arrived anywhere.
“Robert,” I said. “The room looks beautiful. You’ve done something wonderful with the lighting since the last time I was here.”
He smiled — the genuine kind, the kind that doesn’t require effort. “You were at the opening. I saw you that night.” He pulled out the chair beside me — not the corner chair, but a proper chair that he produced from an adjacent table with the quiet efficiency of a man accustomed to making things right in rooms he oversees — and sat down with the casual authority of someone in his own establishment. “Someone should have told me you were coming tonight. I’d have handled the reservation myself.”
I said nothing about the reservation. I simply let the sentence sit.
“You haven’t eaten,” Robert said. It was not a question. He glanced at my water glass, then at the lobster plates with the professional comprehensiveness of someone reading a room. Then he looked at Marlene, with the same pleasant, direct expression he had used with me, the expression of a man who knows how to be perfectly courteous while making his meaning absolutely clear.
“My kitchen will take care of Mrs. Helen tonight,” he said. “Everything. And the wine. Please don’t give it another thought.” He looked back at me. “I’ll make you the branzino. It came in this morning — you’ll like it.”
Part Five: The Dinner That Actually Happened
What followed was the most quietly extraordinary thing I have witnessed in a long time, which is the experience of watching a room reorganize itself around a revised understanding of who matters.
The waiter — the original one, who had gone still when Marlene made her pronouncement — returned to our table with the attentiveness of someone who has been given a correction and intends to apply it thoroughly. A full place setting appeared before me with the smooth, unhurried efficiency of a kitchen that has been given new instructions and takes those instructions seriously. A glass of wine arrived — a different bottle from the Sancerre, something the waiter described in terms I noted and appreciated, the kind of specific attention that distinguishes a great room from a merely expensive one.
Marlene sat very straight. I could see her deciding how to handle this in real time, which is interesting to watch in a person who is accustomed to being the one who determines how things go. She had the expression of someone whose plan has encountered an unexpected variable and is trying to absorb the update without appearing to absorb it. Gerald and Patricia were having a consultation at low volume near the wine bottle. Michael was looking at me with an expression I had not seen in four years — something between bewilderment and something else, something that was working its way up from underneath the performance.
“How do you know him?” Marlene asked. She kept her voice level. She was very good at level.
“We worked together,” I said. “A long time ago. He was the one who trained me in event operations. He’s one of the best people I know at what he does.”
“He trained you,” she repeated.
“Yes.” I looked at her with the same steady pleasantness I had been applying all evening, the pleasantness that is not performance but simply patience, the patience of someone who has waited out difficult things before and knows the shape of their end. “I spent most of my career in systems management. Before the hospital, I worked in event services, hotel operations, that kind of thing. Robert was an early mentor.” I paused. “I don’t think I’ve ever mentioned that.”
“No,” she said. “You haven’t.”
“You never asked.”
This too sat at the table the way the silence had sat, earlier — present, heavy, undeniable. Michael put down his fork. He picked it up again. He looked at his lobster with the concentration of a man who is thinking about something that has nothing to do with lobster.
The branzino arrived. It was, as Robert had promised, exceptional — the kind of food that makes you understand, in a physical rather than intellectual way, why people become chefs, why they give up easier lives for the discipline of a kitchen, why they care about things like the provenance of a fish and the precise temperature of butter and the quarter-inch difference between done and perfect. I ate it with the focused appreciation it deserved, and I drank the wine Robert had sent, and I listened to the soft jazz and the sound of a dining room in full, beautiful operation around me, and I thought: this is what it is to be treated as a person by people who have no reason to treat you well except that it is their nature to do so.
The dinner conversation changed. Not dramatically — the Marlenes of the world do not pivot dramatically, because dramatic pivots require acknowledging that a pivot was needed. But the temperature of it changed. Marlene stopped talking about standards and boundaries and knowing your place. Gerald asked me, after a while, what I had done in hospital administration, and I told him, and he asked a follow-up question, which meant he was actually listening, which had not been his mode for the first half of the evening. Patricia complimented my dress — genuinely, I thought, the compliment of a woman who has revised her inventory and is acknowledging the revision in the only way available. I accepted it graciously, because gracious is the appropriate response to genuine effort even when it arrives late.
Michael was quiet in the way I recognized from his childhood — not sullenness, but thinking. The face he made when something was working its way through him toward a conclusion. I did not rush it. I have been waiting on Michael’s conclusions since he was eleven years old, and I have learned to give them the room they need.
Near the end of the meal, Robert came back out briefly. He didn’t pull up a chair this time — just stopped at the table, checked on things with the efficient warmth of a host who genuinely cares about the experience rather than the performance of caring. I told him the branzino was the best thing I’d eaten in recent memory and meant every word. He looked satisfied in the way that good chefs look satisfied when someone receives their food the way it was meant to be received — not with extravagant praise, but with honest, specific attention.
Then he looked at Michael. Just once, briefly, the look of a man who has taken stock of a situation and formed a clear view of it. He didn’t say anything to Michael directly. He didn’t need to. The look conveyed its content completely: I know what happened at this table tonight, and I know who this woman is, and that is now information you are in possession of. What you do with it is your business.
Michael received the look with the seriousness it deserved. He nodded, once, not socially but genuinely.
Robert nodded back and returned to his kitchen.
Michael watched him go.
Part Six: What He Said After
The valet brought my car. Marlene and her parents had gone ahead — Michael had said something to them at the table, low and private, and they had moved to the exit with the slightly compressed efficiency of people who have been asked to give a conversation some room.
We stood on the sidewalk, Michael and I, with the October night around us, cool and clear, the city’s usual sounds at a comfortable distance. The restaurant’s lights were warm behind us through the glass. A cab went by. Neither of us spoke for a moment.
“The branzino looked good,” he said finally.
“It was,” I said. “Robert’s kitchen is remarkable.”
Another silence. Michael put his hands in his pockets. He had his father’s habit of doing that — hands in pockets when he was working toward something, as though the pockets gave the thought somewhere to go while it got itself organized.
“I didn’t know,” he said. “About Robert. About all of that.”
“I know you didn’t.”
“But I should have.” He looked at the street. “I mean, I should have known because I should have asked. Because you’re my mother and I don’t actually know what your career looked like, not really, not the early part, because I never—” He stopped. Started again. “I never asked.”
I waited. I have waited for things from Michael before, patiently, without always being rewarded for the patience. But this was different from the other waitings. This had the quality of something real approaching.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “For tonight. For what I said. For the four years before tonight that made tonight possible.”
The addition of that last clause surprised me. Not the apology — I had been expecting the apology from the moment he put his hands in his pockets, because I know my son, even the version of him that has been standing further from me than I’d like. What surprised me was the precision of it. The four years. He had counted them, apparently. He had been carrying the count even when he wasn’t showing it.
“Thank you,” I said. “I know that wasn’t easy.”
“It was easy,” he said. “That’s the problem.” He said it with the self-awareness of someone who has arrived somewhere uncomfortable and is choosing to stay there rather than leave. “It was easy to go along. Let her set the terms. Tell myself it was keeping the peace. But that’s not keeping the peace, Mom. I know the difference now between keeping peace and keeping quiet, and for a long time I chose the wrong one.”
“I chose wrong things too,” I said. “I let it go on longer than I should have. I kept the door open with a smile when I should have said something much sooner. We’ve both been making mistakes.”
He looked at me — really looked, the way he hadn’t done for a long time. “How do you do that?” he asked. “Just… take your share of it like that. Without—” he made a gesture with his hand that meant: without making me feel worse than I already do.
“Because I’m not interested in winning,” I said. “I’m interested in what comes next. And what comes next needs us to be honest with each other. That requires me to be honest about myself too.”
He nodded slowly.
“I have a lot of things to think about,” he said.
“I know you do,” I said. “Take the time. Think honestly. That’s all I need from you.”
I touched his arm briefly — not the arm-touch of the woman who spent forty years absorbing whatever came, but the touch of a woman who has put something down and is meeting her son from a different position now. An equal one. A truer one. He looked at the hand and then at my face, and something moved through his expression that I recognized: the specific, complicated feeling of seeing someone clearly who you have been looking past.
I got in my car.
Epilogue: The Morning After
I drove home through the city with the windows up and the radio off, thinking about nothing and everything in the loose, undemanding way of a person who has done something difficult and come out the other side of it intact. The city moved around me the way cities do at night — purposeful and indifferent, full of other people’s stories at various stages of their unfolding.
My house was quiet when I got in. I hung up the gray dress. I made chamomile tea and sat at my kitchen table with one chair in use and three waiting, and I thought about Robert Okafor saying sit down to a twenty-nine-year-old woman who had been awake for twenty-two hours and was one bad week away from not being able to make rent, and bringing her coffee before asking a single question, and giving her a job the same day.
I thought about what it means to be seen by someone before you’ve done anything to earn it. To be offered a chair and a cup of coffee when you’ve arrived looking like exactly what you are: tired, determined, not done yet. Robert had seen me that morning without any information other than what I looked like walking through the door, and what he had decided was: this person is worth something. Get her coffee. Hear what she has to say.
I had been trying to teach Michael that lesson by example for thirty years. That the quality of a person is not their circumstances. That the measure of someone’s value is not what they are arriving from but what they carry in themselves. That a woman in a gray dress who orders water at a table where lobsters are being cracked does not become smaller because of it. She is still the person she has always been. She is still precisely herself.
I thought about thirty-five years of systems — hospital systems, operations systems, the systems of keeping a family running on not quite enough, the systems of raising a child alone without ever letting him feel the weight of the aloneness. I thought about the way Marlene had said you should know your place through Michael’s voice, borrowing his authority to deliver her verdict, using him as an instrument without his full understanding of what was being played.
And I thought about the way I had said noted and meant something entirely different by it than she had expected.
Noted: I see you. I understand exactly what this is. I have made a decision.
The decision was not dramatic. It was not, in itself, an ending or a confrontation or a performance. It was something quieter than all of those: a simple, private declaration made to myself, in the moment between hearing the insult and choosing whether to absorb it. I am no longer available to be made smaller than I am. Not in restaurants. Not at tables. Not by people who have decided what I’m worth without asking who I’ve been.
I am Helen. I raised a child on overtime and second jobs and the specific, stubborn love of someone who refused to let life’s difficulty become her child’s inheritance. I worked for thirty-one years in systems that required precision and patience and the ability to manage things that were going wrong without letting the room know. I have been widowed and tired and lonely and patient in quantities that don’t get discussed at dinner tables but that accumulate in a person the way sediment accumulates — silently, and over a long time, and into something solid.
I have a gray dress I save for church and graduations, and I wore it to a dinner where I was offered only water, and I sat with my water and my folded hands and I smiled, and I waited, and what I was waiting for was exactly what arrived. Not rescue. Not vindication. Just the natural consequence of a room not knowing who it was dealing with.
Robert called the next morning, early, with the efficiency of a man who keeps short hours for himself. “You didn’t tell me it was that bad,” he said.
“I didn’t know you were going to be there,” I said.
“Fair.” A pause. “He called me, you know. Your son. Last night, after he got home. He asked if he could come in one evening this week — just him. Said he wanted to talk.”
I held the phone for a moment, feeling something move through me that was not quite what I would have called hope a week ago, but was something in that territory. The guarded, careful kind of hope that arrives with conditions and asks to be taken slowly.
“What did you say?” I asked.
“I told him Tuesday. Six o’clock. I’ll feed him well and let him talk.” A brief pause. “That’s what you do for people, Helen. You feed them well and let them work through it.”
“That’s what you do,” I said.
“I learned it from somewhere.”
After I hung up, I sat at my table and finished my tea and let the morning be what it was: quiet, and mine, and full of things that might become other things, given time and the willingness to be honest.
I put on a different dress — a blue one, not my best, just comfortable, the dress of a woman with nowhere particular to be and no one to perform for — and I went out for a walk, the way I have been trying to do on mornings since I retired. The October air was sharp and good. Leaves had started coming down in the way they do when the season has fully decided. A neighbor waved from a driveway. A dog ran the length of a fence and declared me an intruder and then changed his mind when I stopped to say hello through the slats.
I thought: you should know your place.
And I thought: I do.
I know it exactly. It is wherever I decide to stand, without apology and without performance, as precisely and completely myself as thirty-five years of work and loss and love and patience have made me. It is not a corner chair. It is not a water glass while others drink wine. It is not a position assigned by someone else’s need to rank and exclude and feel powerful at a table where the lobster costs more than my heating bill.
My place is the place I decide to occupy. It always has been. I had simply, for a few years, let someone else convince me otherwise.
It is a very good place to be.
It has always been.
And I intend, from here on, to act accordingly — without apology, and without looking back.
THE END

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