The kitchen went very quiet.
Megan lifted her head. She looked at her husband in the doorway. I felt her whole body go stiff under my arms.
Josh took a step into the kitchen. His eyes were fixed on the little blue book.
“Lynn,” he said. His voice was strange. Too friendly. His salesman’s voice. “I didn’t know you had savings. That’s great. That’s really great. That changes everything.”
“It doesn’t change anything for you,” I said.
He blinked. “What?”
“It’s not my money, Josh.” I straightened up. I kept one hand on Megan’s shoulder. “It’s Megan’s. It’s in her name. It’s always been in her name. Only her name.”
Josh looked at Megan. Then at me. Then back at the book.
“Okay,” he said slowly. “Okay. Sure. Megan’s. That’s fine. So we use it for the mortgage. Fifteen thousand. That catches us up. And then there’s the second mortgage, and the credit cards, and—”
“We?” Megan said.
Her voice was very quiet. But something in it made Josh stop talking.
She stood up. Slowly. She was still in her frayed pink robe. Her face was still wet. But she stood up straight, the way she used to stand at the foot of a hospital bed when she was about to tell a doctor he was wrong.
“We, Josh?” she said again.
“Meg, come on—”
“You signed my name,” she said. “On a sixty-five-thousand-dollar loan. You cashed out my retirement. Forty-one thousand dollars. You lost your job because Brian caught you placing bets on a company laptop during a client meeting. In Des Moines. In front of the client.”
Josh flinched.
“I found the box in the garage,” Megan said. “The one under the Christmas decorations. All the statements. FanDuel. DraftKings. Bet365. Some offshore one I’d never heard of. Three hundred and twelve thousand dollars, Josh. In four years. I added it up. I sat on the garage floor at two in the morning and added it up on my phone.”
Josh’s face was white.
“I’m going to win it back,” he said. His voice cracked. “I had a system. I was so close, Meg. I was so close. One more good week—”
“You wrote the rent agreement,” Megan said.
I looked at her.
She didn’t look at me. She kept her eyes on her husband.
“You typed it up,” she said. “Two years ago. The week after Mom moved in. You said we needed the money. You said nine hundred a month would cover the gap on the mortgage. You said it was healthy. Everyone knowing where they stand.” Her voice shook. “Grandchildren: Please don’t encourage them to come downstairs. You wrote that. Because Lily told you Grandma asked her about your phone.”
My heart turned over.
“I signed it,” Megan said. Tears were running down her face again. “God help me, I signed it, and I handed it to my own mother. Because I was so scared. Because I didn’t know what else to do. Because I didn’t want her to see what was happening in this house.” She turned to me. “I’m so sorry, Mom. I’m so sorry. Nothing’s free. I said that to you. I said that to you.”
“I know you did, honey,” I said quietly. “I knew it wasn’t you saying it.”
Josh sat down at the kitchen table. Heavily. Like his legs had given out.
He put his phone face down on the table. He stared at it.
For a long time, nobody said anything.
Then he started to cry.
I’d never seen Josh cry. Not at their wedding. Not at Ron’s funeral. Not when Lily was born. He was a big, good-looking salesman with a firm handshake.
He cried like a little boy.
“I don’t know how to stop,” he said. “I’ve tried. I’ve deleted the apps. Twenty times. Fifty times. I always download them again. I sit in the car in the parking lot at work and I tell myself, one bet, just one, just to win back what I lost yesterday. And then it’s two in the morning and I’ve lost another five thousand.” He pressed his fists against his eyes. “I lie to her every day. I lie to my kids. I don’t know who I am anymore.”
Megan stood there looking at him.
I watched my daughter’s face. The anger. The hurt. And under it, something else. Something that had loved this man for twelve years.
“Josh,” I said.
He looked up at me. His eyes were red.
“I’m going to tell you how this is going to work,” I said.
He nodded. He didn’t argue.
“That money,” I said, pointing at the bank book, “belongs to Megan. Not to you. Not to the two of you. To her. Her father opened that account the day she was born, and he made me promise he’d never let it go anywhere but to her. I’m keeping that promise.”
“Okay,” Josh whispered.
“Tomorrow morning, Megan and I are going to the bank. Together. She’s going to pay off the past-due amount. Directly to the mortgage company. Not into any account you can touch. Then she’s going to pay off the second mortgage. The one you forged her name on.”
Megan made a small sound.
“And then,” I said, “she’s going to talk to a lawyer about getting her name, and only her name, on the deed of this house.”
Josh stared at me.
“That’s not—”
“That’s the condition,” I said. “That’s the only way this money touches this house. If you don’t like it, the house goes to foreclosure on May fifteenth, and Megan and the kids come live with me. I’ll buy a little place in Harlow. I can afford it. You can figure out the rest yourself.”
He looked at Megan.
Megan looked at him. Her face was very calm now.
“She’s right,” Megan said quietly.
“And Josh,” I said. “There’s a meeting. Gamblers Anonymous. Every Monday and Thursday night. At St. Mary’s on Fifth Street. Seven o’clock.”
He looked up at me, surprised. “How do you know that?”
“Because I walk past it every Thursday,” I said. “On my way home from Mr. Pham’s. I’ve been reading the sign on the door for a year and a half. Waiting to see if I’d ever need to tell somebody about it.”
He stared at me for a long moment.
“You’ve known,” he said. “This whole time.”
“I didn’t know,” I said. “I suspected. Since the week I moved in. When you tilted your phone away from me.”
He put his face in his hands.
“Monday and Thursday,” I said. “Every week. No excuses. And you’ll give Megan your phone passwords. Your bank passwords. Everything.”
“And if I don’t?”
Megan answered before I could.
“Then you can leave,” she said. “Tonight.”
The kitchen was completely silent.
Josh looked at his wife for a long time.
Then he picked up his phone from the table. He unlocked it. He held it out to her.
“The password is Lily’s birthday,” he said. His voice broke. “Zero-six-one-four. It’s always been her birthday.”
Megan took the phone.
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