The phrase pictures steal good relationships sounds like something someone found on a refrigerator magnet or a motivational calendar, the kind of vague sentiment that gestures toward depth without actually having any.
When Tyler said it to me the first time, I was standing in my kitchen holding my phone, looking at the picture I had just posted from our weekend in Asheville, North Carolina, a picture of the two of us on the overlook at Blue Ridge Parkway with the mountains behind us and the specific gold of the October light and both of us grinning in the way you grin when the view is genuinely worth grinning at.
It was a good picture.
I liked it.
I had not thought about whether Tyler would like it being posted.
He called less than ten minutes after I put it up.
He said: the picture from today.
I said: yes?
He said: can you take it down?
I said: why?
He said: pictures steal good relationships.
He said it with the delivery of someone presenting a piece of wisdom they had arrived at through experience, a truth they wanted to share.
I said: what does that mean?
He said: when you put things online, you’re giving them away. You’re inviting other people into something that should be just ours.
He said: I just want to keep what we have private. Protect it.
He made it sound protective.
He made it sound like he was guarding something precious.
I deleted the picture.
At the time, I thought what he said was slightly odd but also somewhat romantic in the way that some quirks can seem romantic when you are four months into a relationship and still in the phase where everything about the other person is interesting rather than suspect.
Tyler was private in other ways too.
He did not have a social media presence of his own.
He said he had deleted everything years ago.
He said: I got tired of performing. Social media is just performance.
I believed this.
Some people genuinely felt that way.
Some people had made the calculation that the online version of their life was not worth maintaining and had stepped away from it and were happier for it.
I believed Tyler was one of those people.
I adjusted.
I stopped posting pictures where he appeared, first in the obvious ways, the posed photographs, the us-together documentation of a relationship, and then in the subtler ways, making sure that any image I posted had been cropped or checked to confirm he was not visible in the background or the edge of the frame.
I adjusted to other things too.
Tyler did not come to my work events.
I worked in marketing for a mid-sized company in Charlotte, North Carolina, and the company had the specific social culture of companies that size, the after-work drinks and the office holiday party and the occasional team dinner that partners were invited to.
Tyler came to none of them.
He said: I don’t like those kinds of things.
He said: work events are complicated. People have weird politics.
He said: you don’t want me there making things awkward.
I told myself he was not wrong that work events were complicated.
He avoided being photographed with me in public in ways I had attributed to his general discomfort with being photographed, which was a quality I had observed in other people and which seemed like a legitimate personality trait.
He moved when someone pointed a camera toward a group we were in.
He looked away or turned his head if someone lifted a phone for a shot.
He was quick and practiced about it.
I attributed it to the specific camera-shyness of certain people.
When we ran into people he knew, he introduced me only by my first name.
Not as my girlfriend, not as we’ve been together for two years, just as my first name, and then quickly moved the conversation in a direction that required the acquaintance to focus elsewhere.
This one I noticed more.
It happened consistently enough that I brought it up.
I said: you never introduce me as your girlfriend.
He said: it’s awkward. What if they don’t know I was in a relationship before? I don’t want to make it weird.
I said: you’ve been single for three years before we met. Who wouldn’t know?
He said: people. Work people. I keep things separate.
He said: you’re important to me. I don’t need to announce it.
I told myself this was consistent with everything else, the privacy, the separation of spheres, the belief that what was real did not need to be performed.
I told myself many things over four years.
The capacity of a person to construct explanations for a pattern they do not want to recognize is significant.
I understand now that this capacity was not stupidity or weakness.
It was the specific human response to cognitive dissonance, the work the mind does to maintain a coherent understanding of reality when the alternative would require dismantling something you have built your daily life around.
I had built my daily life around Tyler.
I had built it around the person I believed him to be.
I had been with him for nearly four years when the friend request arrived.
The friend request came from a woman named Gemma Hartley.
It arrived on a Thursday evening in March.
I did not know anyone named Gemma Hartley.
I accepted the request because she had attached a message and the message said she had something she needed to tell me and that it was important.
The message said: I think you deserve to know who you’re really dating.
My stomach dropped.
Not immediately.
The dropping happened gradually, the way it does when you read something and your eyes move across the words and some part of your brain processes the meaning before you have consciously articulated it, and the processing produces a physical response before you have decided what to think.
I called Tyler.
He did not answer.
I looked at Gemma Hartley’s profile.
She was a woman in her early thirties.
She had a profile picture of herself smiling on a beach.
She had posts going back three years.
She had posts that included a man.
The man was not photographed clearly in most of them.
In some he was turned away.
In some he was at the edge of the frame.
In some he was visible enough.
He was visible enough.
I sat down on my couch.
I sat there for some time.
I called Tyler again.
He answered on the third call.
He said: hey. Sorry, I was in the shower. What’s up?
I said: do you know a woman named Gemma Hartley?
The silence that followed was perhaps two seconds.
Two seconds is not a long time.
Two seconds is long enough.
He said: where did you hear that name?
I said: she sent me a friend request on social media.
He said: she’s nobody.
He said it with the specific velocity of someone who knows they need to establish something quickly.
I said: why would she know to contact me if she’s nobody?
He said: she’s an ex. We dated briefly years ago. She’s been.
He said: she’s unstable. She contacts people.
I said: what people?
He said: people I know. My friends. She’s done this before.
He said: ignore her. Don’t respond to her.
He said: I’ll explain everything. Can I come over?
I said: not tonight.
I said: I need to read what she has to say.
He said: Kate.
He used my name with the specific emphasis of someone who wants you to feel that the use of your name is itself a form of intimacy, a form of trust.
He said: please don’t. She’s trying to cause problems.
I said: Tyler.
He said: yes.
I said: if there’s nothing to find, then reading her message shouldn’t matter.
He did not answer immediately.
He said: can we talk in person first?
I said: goodnight, Tyler.
I ended the call.
I sat with my phone.
I opened Gemma Hartley’s message.
I read it.
All of it.
I will not reproduce it here in its entirety because some parts of it belong to Gemma and to her own account of her experience.
But the substance of it was this.
Gemma Hartley and Tyler had been together for three years.
The relationship had overlapped with mine by approximately two years.
She had not known about me any more than I had known about her.
She had found out about me not through Tyler but through a mutual acquaintance, a woman who worked with Gemma and who had a friend who knew me and who had put together certain pieces of information over time.
Gemma had spent six weeks confirming what she suspected before she contacted me.
She had done this carefully, the way someone does something when they are not sure of what they will find and when finding it will cost them something significant.
She had found photographs.
Not photographs that Tyler had allowed to be taken.
Photographs that other people had taken and posted, photographs that included Tyler in the background or at the edge of the frame, photographs from events neither of us knew had been documented.
A neighborhood block party that someone had photographed.
A street scene from a restaurant patio.
A group photograph from a charity event that a mutual friend had posted.
In each of these photographs, Tyler appeared with one of us.
Sometimes with Gemma.
Sometimes with me.
In the block party photograph, Tyler and I were in the background, talking to neighbors, and in the same photograph’s comment section, a different photograph had been shared by another person at the same party, and in that one Tyler was leaving with Gemma.
Different entrances to the same event.
Different halves of the same evening.
I sat on my couch.
I thought about pictures steal good relationships.
I thought about the specific genius of the phrase.
Not genius in a complimentary way.
The genius of something constructed specifically to be plausible, to sound like wisdom, to make the person being told it feel that their compliance was participation in something precious rather than management of a threat.
Pictures steal good relationships.
He was not afraid of pictures stealing the relationship.
He was afraid of pictures showing the relationship.
There is a significant difference between those two things.
I called my friend Sarah.
Sarah had known me for twelve years and had been the person I called when things went wrong in the specific way of things going catastrophically wrong, which was not often but had happened a few times and which had established her as the person equipped for this particular function.
She answered.
I said: I need to tell you something.
She said: should I sit down?
I said: yes.
She said: already sitting.
I told her.
She listened.
When I finished she was quiet for a moment.
Then she said: how long have you been sitting with this?
I said: an hour.
She said: do you believe her?
I said: yes.
She said: why?
I said: because she sent photographs. Because the timeline fits. Because of Tyler’s reaction when I asked him.
I said: and because I have been explaining things away for four years.
Sarah said: I know.
I said: you know?
She said: I’ve had thoughts.
I said: you didn’t say anything.
She said: you were happy. Or you seemed happy. And the things that felt off were things that could be explained.
She said: I didn’t trust my own instinct enough to say something.
She said: I’m sorry about that.
I said: no. I don’t think I would have heard it.
She said: no. Probably not.
She said: what are you going to do?
I said: I want to talk to Gemma.
She said: are you sure?
I said: yes.
She said: okay.
She said: do you want me to come over?
I said: not yet. Let me talk to her first.
I opened Gemma’s message.
I typed a response.
I told her I had read her message and that I would like to speak with her.
She responded within three minutes.
She had been waiting.
We moved to a phone call.
Her voice was careful in the specific way of someone who is navigating a situation that is painful for both people and who wants to be honest without being cruel.
She said: I wasn’t sure how to contact you. I spent a long time deciding.
I said: I understand.
She said: I thought you deserved to know.
I said: yes. Thank you.
She said: are you all right?
It was the question you ask when you already know the answer and when the asking is about acknowledging what is happening rather than expecting information.
I said: I don’t know yet.
She said: no. That makes sense.
We talked for an hour.
She told me about her relationship with Tyler.
The things she described were specific and clear.
The ways he managed the same things with her that he managed with me.
The social media absence.
The introductions by first name only.
The avoidance of photographs.
The explanations that were plausible enough to accept individually and damning enough in aggregate.
He had said different things to her.
He had not given her the pictures steal good relationships line.
He had told her he had trust issues from a previous relationship.
He had told her he was intensely private because he had been through something difficult he did not want to discuss.
He had made her feel that respecting his privacy was an act of care.
He had done the same to me with different words.
We were not so different, Gemma and I.
We had both been careful with what we thought was precious.
We had both been careful about something that required a different kind of care.
At the end of the call, Gemma said: what are you going to do?
I said: I’m going to end it.
She said: yes. Obviously.
She said: I already did. Two weeks ago.
I said: how?
She said: I told him what I knew and then I told him to leave.
She said: he denied it. Then he admitted parts of it. Then he explained.
I said: what was the explanation?
She said: he said he was in love with both of us and he hadn’t figured out how to.
She paused.
She said: he said he hadn’t figured out how to choose.
She said it with the specific flat tone of someone who has processed something and arrived at the place past anger.
I said: he hadn’t figured out how to choose.
She said: yes.
I said: for four years.
She said: for however long it had been going on.
I said: he was waiting for us to find out.
She said: I think so. I think the discovery was always the plan.
She said: not a conscious plan. But the behavior was setting up for it.
I said: the pictures.
She said: yes. The pictures would have shown him with both of us. He was managing the evidence.
I said: and the social media absence.
She said: yes.
I said: and the first name only introductions.
She said: all of it.
We were quiet for a moment.
She said: I’m sorry. For all of this.
I said: you didn’t do this.
She said: no. But it’s still.
She said: it’s still something that happened to both of us.
I said: yes.
I said: Gemma.
She said: yes.
I said: thank you for contacting me. I know that took something.
She said: yes.
She said: I wasn’t sure you’d believe me.
I said: the photographs helped.
She said: I thought they might.
She said: he didn’t know about the block party one. Nobody did until that neighbor posted the album.
I said: no.
I said: he couldn’t control something he didn’t know about.
She said: yes.
She said: that’s all it was. One thing he couldn’t control.
I thought about this for a moment.
I thought about the specific architecture of what Tyler had built.
The management of every photograph.
The careful introductions.
The social media absence.
The explanations that converted each suspicious behavior into evidence of depth and privacy and care.
He had built something elaborate.
He had maintained it for years.
And then a neighbor at a block party had posted a photograph album and one of the photographs had been in the background of another photograph and Gemma had spent six weeks looking and found it.
All of that architecture.
And it came down to one photograph.
Sarah arrived at my apartment at eleven.
I had not called her back but she came anyway, which was the specific behavior of a friend who understood that not calling back was its own kind of signal.
She let herself in with the key I had given her three years ago.
She sat across from me.
She said: how are you?
I said: I talked to Gemma.
She said: and?
I said: it’s true.
She said: all of it?
I said: enough of it.
She said: what are you feeling?
I said: I’m not sure.
She said: is it anger?
I said: it’s something before anger. Like when you’re standing at the top of a drop and you haven’t fallen yet.
She said: yes.
I said: I know the anger is coming.
She said: yes. It is.
I said: I keep thinking about the phrase.
She said: pictures steal good relationships?
I said: I believed him.
She said: he made it believable.
I said: I believed him for four years.
She said: he was very specific about it.
She said: Kate.
I said: yes.
She said: this is not about what you believed. This is about what he chose to do.
I said: I know.
She said: you can know that intellectually and still feel what you’re feeling.
I said: yes.
She said: what do you need?
I said: I need to call him.
She said: tonight?
I said: yes.
She said: do you want me to stay?
I said: yes.
I called Tyler.
He answered.
He said: Kate. I’ve been trying to reach you.
I said: I know.
He said: can we talk in person? Please.
I said: this is in person enough.
He was quiet.
I said: I talked to Gemma.
He said nothing.
I said: for an hour. She told me about the relationship. She showed me the photographs.
He said: Kate.
I said: how long?
He said: can we.
I said: how long, Tyler.
He said: since before you. We had already been together when we met.
He said: I know how that sounds.
I said: how long into our relationship before you ended things with her?
He said nothing.
I said: you didn’t end things with her.
He said: it was complicated.
I said: four years.
He said: I know.
He said: I was going to.
I said: when?
He said: I don’t know.
He said: I couldn’t figure out how to.
I said: how to what? How to choose?
He said: yes.
He said it quietly, the confirmation of what Gemma had told me.
I said: so you didn’t choose.
He said: I was trying to.
I said: for four years.
He said: I know how it sounds.
I said: Tyler.
He said: yes.
I said: I want you to tell me something honestly.
He said: okay.
I said: were you ever going to tell me?
He was quiet for a long time.
He said: I don’t know.
He said it with the specific defeated honesty of someone who has run out of the energy required to maintain the constructed version of events.
I said: that’s what I thought.
He said: Kate. I do love you. That’s real.
I said: I know you believe that.
He said: it’s true.
I said: Tyler. What you call love and what I call love are different things.
He said: because of this.
I said: because of all of it. Four years of managing photographs and introductions and social media so that you could maintain a life that had me in it and Gemma in it and no mechanism for either of us to find out about the other.
I said: that’s not love. That’s management.
He said: it started as something I couldn’t get out of and it became.
He stopped.
I said: it became what?
He said: it became something I didn’t know how to end without destroying something.
I said: and so you managed it.
He said: yes.
I said: and the photographs.
He said: yes. If you posted something with me in it, she might have seen it. Or someone she knew.
He said: it worked for a long time.
I said: yes. It did.
He said: I’m sorry.
He said: I know that doesn’t.
I said: it doesn’t.
I said: Tyler.
He said: yes.
I said: pictures don’t steal good relationships.
He said nothing.
I said: the hiding does.
He said: I know.
I said: don’t call me.
He said: Kate.
I said: I mean it. Don’t call me, don’t come over, don’t try to explain more. I don’t need more explanation. I understand exactly what happened.
He said: can we just.
I said: no.
I ended the call.
Sarah was in the kitchen making tea.
She brought it to me.
She sat across from me.
She said: okay?
I said: not yet.
She said: no. Of course not.
She said: you did it, though.
I said: yes.
She said: that’s the hardest part.
I said: is it?
She said: ending it is the hardest part tonight. The other hard parts come later.
I said: yes.
We sat.
I held the tea.
Sarah said: the phrase.
I said: pictures steal good relationships.
She said: I keep thinking about how good that is.
She said: not in a complimentary way.
I said: I know.
She said: it’s good because it has a real idea inside it. Privacy protecting a relationship. That’s a real thing some people believe.
I said: I believed it.
She said: most people would. It sounds like wisdom.
I said: it was a rule.
She said: yes.
I said: a rule he needed me to follow.
She said: yes.
I said: and he gave it a reason that sounded like it was for both of us.
She said: the best rules do that.
I said: yes.
She said: Kate.
I said: yes.
She said: you’re going to get very angry about this.
I said: I know.
She said: soon.
I said: I can feel it.
She said: I know. I can tell.
She said: I’ll be here for that too.
I said: yes.
The anger came later that week.
It came in the way anger comes after something large, not all at once but in waves, the first wave arriving Thursday night and the subsequent ones coming at unexpected intervals, triggered by specific things.
I found a photograph on my phone.
Not of Tyler.
Of the two of us.
A photograph that I had never posted, that had been taken at a restaurant and that I had kept only on my phone, never shared, because by the time it was taken I had understood that posting photographs was not something Tyler would accept.
I looked at the photograph.
I had kept it because I liked it.
I had liked how happy I looked.
I had liked how normal it looked.
I deleted it.
Not in anger.
In the specific decision-making of someone who is clearing space.
I cleaned other things too.
The physical things, the objects he had left at my apartment over four years that had accumulated in the specific way of relationship residue, the toothbrush and the gym clothes in the dresser drawer and the book he had been reading and left on my nightstand.
I put them in a bag.
I sent him a text that said: bag is outside my door. Please come when I’m at work.
He texted back: can we talk.
I did not respond.
He came when I was at work.
When I got home the bag was gone.
I called my mother.
My mother lived in Virginia Beach, where she had retired three years ago after my father died, and she had the quality that certain mothers develop through the experience of loss, which was a clarity about what mattered and a specific impatience with things that did not.
She said: what happened?
I told her.
She was quiet for a moment.
She said: four years.
I said: yes.
She said: you never suspected?
I said: I explained things.
She said: yes.
She said: Kate, your father used to say that the stories we tell ourselves about the people we love are often more about the story than the person.
I said: what does that mean?
She said: it means we see what we are prepared to see. And we explain what doesn’t fit until we can’t explain it anymore.
I said: and then we can’t explain it anymore.
She said: yes. Something gets through.
She said: someone sent you a photograph.
I said: someone knew.
She said: yes.
She said: Kate.
I said: yes.
She said: none of this is about you not seeing clearly.
I said: it feels like it is.
She said: you were given information designed to prevent you from seeing clearly.
She said: pictures steal good relationships.
She said it with the specific weight of a woman who had heard many things in her life and who was categorizing this one.
I said: yes.
She said: he put a rule in place and then made you feel that following the rule was the loving thing.
I said: yes.
She said: that’s not a failure of your perception. That’s a failure of his.
I said: I know intellectually.
She said: knowing it emotionally takes longer.
I said: yes.
She said: I’m proud of you.
I said: for what?
She said: for ending it. For not letting him explain his way out of it.
She said: some people can do that. Explain their way out.
I said: he tried.
She said: I know. But you didn’t let him.
I said: no.
She said: that’s hard.
I said: yes.
She said: come visit me.
I said: next month.
She said: I’ll make room.
She said: Kate.
I said: yes.
She said: what are you going to do with the four years?
I said: what do you mean?
She said: four years is a lot of time. And you were in it genuinely. You weren’t performing a relationship.
I said: no.
She said: so you have four years of genuine experience of loving someone who was not what you thought.
She said: that’s not nothing. But it’s also not what you thought it was.
I said: no.
She said: how do you hold that?
I said: I don’t know yet.
She said: I think you hold it by knowing that what you gave was real even if what you received was not.
She said: your capacity for love was not diminished by his deception.
She said: it was just directed at the wrong person.
I said: that feels sad.
She said: yes. It is sad.
She said: it’s also true.
Two weeks after the call with Tyler, I had coffee with Gemma.
This was her suggestion and I said yes after thinking about it for a day.
We met at a coffee shop in Charlotte that neither of us had been to before, neutral ground, and we sat across from each other and looked at each other with the specific recognition of two people who share something significant.
She said: this is strange.
I said: yes.
She said: I wasn’t sure you’d want to.
I said: I wanted to.
She said: why?
I said: because I think you’re the only person who understands exactly what this is like.
She said: yes.
She was quiet.
She said: I keep going back to the photographs.
I said: me too.
She said: the specific effort of it.
I said: yes.
She said: every photograph. Every introduction. Every explanation.
I said: yes.
She said: it’s exhausting to think about.
I said: yes.
She said: how is he not exhausted?
I said: I asked myself that.
She said: and?
I said: I think he stopped thinking of it as effort.
She said: how?
I said: I think it became habit.
She said: like pictures steal good relationships.
I said: yes.
She said: he said that to you?
I said: the first time. And then I internalized it and didn’t need him to say it again.
She said: yes.
She said: that’s how it works.
She said: he didn’t have to maintain it once we’d accepted the rule.
I said: yes.
She said: I had my own version.
I said: what did he tell you?
She said: he told me he had trust issues from a previous relationship. That being public about things had hurt him.
She said: I thought I was helping him heal.
I said: I thought I was protecting something precious.
She said: two different stories.
I said: for the same purpose.
She said: yes.
She said: Kate.
I said: yes.
She said: I’ve been thinking about something.
I said: what?
She said: I’ve been thinking about why we both held the stories for so long.
She said: I’m not saying it was our fault.
I said: I know.
She said: but I keep thinking about what made us willing to hold them.
I said: what did you come up with?
She said: we both thought we were protecting something.
I said: yes.
She said: me: I was protecting his healing.
She said: you: you were protecting the relationship.
She said: we were both in the mode of protecting something.
I said: and the protecting required us not to look too closely.
She said: yes.
She said: if I had looked too closely at the trust issues story, I would have had to ask harder questions.
I said: yes.
She said: so I didn’t.
I said: and I didn’t.
She said: we were both doing him a favor he didn’t deserve.
I said: yes.
She said: by protecting the story.
I said: the story that he had given us.
She said: yes.
We sat with this.
She said: I don’t think I’ll do that again.
I said: what?
She said: protect a story without asking whether the story is real.
I said: no.
I said: I don’t think I will either.
She said: it’s hard to know in advance what the questions are.
I said: yes.
She said: but I think I’ll start by noticing when I’m being asked not to look.
I said: yes.
I said: when something is presented as wisdom that also happens to require me to behave in a specific way.
She said: yes.
She said: pictures steal good relationships.
I said: yes.
She said: the thing is, there’s something real in it. Privacy does matter. Some things are better kept close.
I said: yes.
She said: that’s what made it work.
I said: yes.
She said: it was built on something true.
I said: yes.
She said: just not true in the way he was using it.
I said: no.
We finished our coffee.
We hugged at the door.
She said: I’m glad I found you.
I said: I’m glad you sent the request.
She said: I almost didn’t.
I said: what made you do it?
She said: I thought about what I would want someone to tell me.
She said: and then I did that.
I said: yes.
I said: thank you.
She said: take care of yourself.
I said: you too.
We went our separate ways.
I drove home.
I sat in my apartment.
The apartment was mine, as it had always been, in the specific sense that I had lived here alone and Tyler had visited but had never moved in, had never been more than a presence that came and went.
I thought about the four years.
I thought about my mother’s question.
What do you do with four years?
You don’t erase them.
You don’t pretend they were nothing.
They were something, even if they were not what you thought.
I had loved someone for four years.
The love was real, whatever its object actually was.
The love was mine.
It had not been diminished by his deception.
It had been misdirected.
That was the specific pain of it.
Not that I had failed to love but that I had loved something that was constructed rather than real, that the person I had been loving was in significant part a managed version of a person rather than the person himself.
I opened my phone.
I went to my photographs.
I looked at the ones I still had.
Not of Tyler.
The photographs I had posted over four years that had not included him, the photographs I had taken and kept because my life had not stopped being photographed just because he was not in the images.
The trips I had taken with Sarah.
The dinners with friends.
The office events I had attended alone.
The specific beautiful ordinary images of a life continuing.
I was in all of them.
That was mine.
I posted one.
A photograph from a weekend in Asheville that I had taken two years ago.
Just me on the Blue Ridge Parkway overlook.
The mountains behind.
The gold October light.
The caption said: some things are worth keeping.
Sarah texted within minutes.
She said: there you are.
I said: here I am.
My mother texted.
She said: beautiful.
I said: yes.
A woman I worked with liked it.
A friend from college commented.
The world saw it.
The world was still there, waiting for the photographs that had been withheld, unmoved by the rule that had prevented them, utterly indifferent to the scheme that had required my invisibility.
I put my phone down.
I sat in the apartment that was mine.
I thought about what came next.
Not about Tyler.
Not about the four years.
About the specific future that was mine to build, that had always been mine to build, that had been temporarily organized around the wrong architecture.
I thought about what Gemma had said.
I’ll start by noticing when I’m being asked not to look.
Yes.
That was the thing.
The noticing.
Not the cynicism that suspects everyone.
Not the paranoia that makes trust impossible.
Just the specific alertness of someone who has learned that wisdom is sometimes a management tool and that the rules you are asked to follow deserve the same care as the rules you make for yourself.
I thought about photographs.
Pictures steal good relationships.
Not true.
Photographs don’t steal anything.
The hiding does.
I went to bed.
In the morning I woke up to seventeen more likes and a comment from someone I had not spoken to in three years that said: this view is incredible, we need to plan a trip.
I responded: yes. Let’s do it.
The world was still there.
I was still there.
Both things were true.
Both things were mine.
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