Over the next six months, Daniel started doing what he should’ve done from the very beginning.
He took responsibility.
He went to a Gamblers Anonymous meeting at a church in Roswell every Tuesday night. He hasn’t placed a bet since.
He met with a credit counselor and set up a repayment plan. He closed his secret accounts. He sent me his bank statements every month without being asked.
And he came to see Lily. Every Wednesday evening. Every Saturday afternoon.
At first, those visits were awkward. He’d sit on the floor next to her crib and just watch her sleep. Sometimes he’d talk to her. Sometimes he’d just sit there for an hour. Learning how to be present without asking anything from either of us.
One afternoon, I found him on the living room rug holding Lily while she played with his watch.
He looked up at me.
“She gets bigger every week.”
“She does.”
He smiled. Then he got serious.
“I missed so much before she was even born,” he said. “Those last months. When I should’ve been getting ready to be a dad. I was planning how to take your house instead.”
“Yes,” I said. “You were.”
“I can’t change that.”
“No.”
“But I can change what happens next.”
There was no request for forgiveness attached to it. He wasn’t asking me for anything.
He was just saying what he’d done. And what was his to fix.
And the hardest thing of all, he learned to tell his mother no.
One evening, I was at his apartment dropping off Lily’s diaper bag. Patricia called.
I couldn’t hear everything she said. But I heard enough.
“You need to think about yourself, Daniel. You need to protect what’s yours.”
Daniel was quiet for a long time.
Then he said, “I am, Mom.”
She kept talking. His face got tight.
And then he said something that made me look up from across the room.
“No, Mom. Claire and I are going to make our own decisions. Without you.”
There was a long silence on the line.
Then he hung up.
He looked over at me.
“I should’ve said that seven years ago.”
I didn’t disagree.
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