“He said your phone had been acting weird,” Lauren continued, “and you forgot to send him the code before you left. He said you told him to just get it from me.”
“Did you try to check with me?”
“I started to. I had your number pulled up. But he said don’t. He said if I called you, you’d get embarrassed and change your mind, and then he and Vanessa would have nowhere to go. He said they’d be sleeping in the truck.”
Her voice broke completely.
“He said, ‘Please, Laur. Just this once, let me and your mom handle our own business.'”
I knew those words.
I knew the tone. The soft voice. The little crack at the end of the sentence. The guilt laid out like a carpet you had to walk across.
Mark had used that exact voice on me for twenty-seven years.
And now he had used it on our daughter.
“So I gave him the code,” Lauren whispered. “Mom, I’m so sorry. I thought I was helping. I thought I was helping both of you.”
I stared out the windshield.
I thought about Lauren at six, standing in her nightgown outside our bedroom door while Mark and I argued about money. I thought about her at twelve, bringing me a cup of chamomile tea after her father slammed the front door so hard a picture fell off the wall. I thought about her at sixteen, sitting on the edge of my bed, asking me, “Why do you always say sorry when he’s the one who was mean?”
I had told her she didn’t understand grown-up marriages.
But she had understood more than I wanted to admit.
“Lauren,” I said. “Listen to me. I’m not angry at you.”
She cried harder.
“I’m hurt. I won’t pretend I’m not. But I know who did this. He did the same thing to me for twenty-seven years. He’s very, very good at it.”
“I should have called you.”
“Yes. You should have. And I should have told you the truth about your father a long time ago, instead of trying to protect you from it. We both made mistakes. His was the only one that was on purpose.”
She sniffled. “What can I do?”
“Do you still have his texts?”
“All of them.”
“Screenshot everything. Every text, every voicemail, everything from August until right now. Send it to me.”
“Okay.”
“And don’t answer him again. Not one word.”
She hesitated. “He’s already texted me four times while we’ve been talking.”
“What did he say?”
She read them to me.
Your mother is overreacting as usual.
Tell her to call off the cops and we can talk like adults.
Laur you need to call her and calm her down.
You know how she gets.
A year ago, those words would have sent me spiraling. Was I overreacting? Was I making a scene? Was this just how I get?
Not anymore.
“Send those too,” I said.
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