I got his brown felt hat off the hook behind the door. The one with the sweat stain around the band that Mama always tried to scrub out and never could.
I got his tan quilted jacket out of the closet, because it was October and the wind up on that ridge can bite even on a clear day.
I signed him out at the front desk for a family outing. The aide on duty, a big, kind girl named Kayla, helped me get him from his wheelchair into the front seat of my car.
“You have fun, Mister Clayton,” she said, buckling him in like he was her own granddaddy.
“I’m going to look at my cows,” he told her. “That’s always fun.”
We didn’t talk much going out of town.
The road to the farm runs past the Methodist church where Mama is buried. It runs past the old consolidated school where Daddy went through the eighth grade before he quit to farm full time. He looked at both of them as we went by. He didn’t say anything.
When we turned off the blacktop onto the gravel lane, he sat up straighter.
I saw it happen. It was like somebody had run a wire straight up through his back.
“Bobby’s got the beans out,” he said.
He was looking at the bottom field, where the stubble lay pale and short in long, neat rows.
“Looks like they did all right. That bottom always did make beans.”
He knew every field by name. The bottom. The long piece. The hill pasture. The tobacco patch, which hasn’t grown tobacco in twelve years but which he’ll call the tobacco patch until the day he dies.
He named them to himself as we drove past. Quietly. The way some people pray.
The old gray tobacco barn stood off to the right, up on the rise. Daddy and his brother built that barn in 1956. The siding has gone silver now, and some of the tier poles inside are broken, but it’s still standing straight and true.
The black cattle were spread across the hill pasture, grazing in the sun. Bobby runs about sixty cows out there. Good cattle, Angus mostly. They lifted their heads and watched us come down the lane.
The trees along the fencerows were just starting to turn. The maples had a little red in them. The hickories were going yellow.
It was one of those October mornings in Kentucky that makes you want to stand still and just breathe.
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