I found out later that he never called her.
He sat out on that back step until almost eleven. He took his phone out twice. Both times, he put it back in his pocket. He told me later he kept thinking that if he just waited until morning, he’d know what to say.
He never figured it out. I don’t think there was a way to say it.
I went home and slept about four hours. At seven the next morning, I came back with the last of Mom’s things from the apartment. Her coffeemaker. Her good knives. Her box of recipe cards. Her kitchen radio.
It was a cold October morning, the first real cold one of the year. The big maple in the front yard had let go of half its leaves overnight, and the grass was buried in red and gold.
Mom was already out on the porch swing.
She had on her lavender cardigan, the one she wears to every ball game and every funeral and every Wednesday night church supper. She had a mug of coffee in both hands. She was just swinging a little, pushing off with one foot.
“Morning, bud,” she said.
“You sleep?”
“Like a baby. That front room is the quietest room I’ve ever slept in.” She smiled. “Your daddy still snores like a chainsaw through two walls. I’d forgotten that.”
“Is he up?”
“Been up since five. He’s in the kitchen. He’s made the coffee three times.”
I went back to the truck for the last box. It was the heavy one. The good dishes. The Blue Willow set that had belonged to Mom’s mother. I had my navy work jacket zipped all the way up because the wind was coming hard off the field across the road.
I was halfway up the porch steps with that box when I heard the truck.
It came down Persimmon Street slow, the way a big rental truck comes when the driver isn’t used to it. A long orange moving truck with the ramp folded up underneath. It turned into the driveway and stopped at the edge of the gravel, short of the porch.
A woman with dyed red hair was behind the wheel.
It was Tammy.
She put it in park. Her window was already down. She didn’t turn the engine off. She didn’t get out.
She looked at the porch. She looked at me, standing on the steps with a cardboard box in my arms.
And then she looked at my mother. In her lavender cardigan. On the porch swing. Holding her coffee.
My mother looked right back at her.
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