I opened it with shaking hands.
Inside were two things.
The first was a letter. Three pages, on yellow legal paper, in my father’s handwriting. It got shakier toward the end, the way his handwriting got shakier toward the end of everything.
The second was a single page from a bank. An annuity statement from Nationwide Life Insurance. The owner was Thomas R. Hale. The beneficiary was Diane M. Hale.
I read the letter first.
“Mer,
If you’re reading this, something’s happened. Your granddad promised me he’d wait until you really needed it. So I guess you do. I’m sorry I’m not there.
I’ve watched you your whole life, kiddo. You were the one who packed your own lunch in first grade because your mom was tired. You were the one who walked Claire to the bus stop every morning. You were the one who stayed home from prom to take care of me after my first surgery, and you told everybody you didn’t even want to go.
You carry things, Mer. You always have. And you carry them so well that people forget they’re heavy.
I’m worried about what happens after I’m gone. Your mom loves you. But she’s not strong like you, and she’s never had to be, because she always had me. Claire has always had your mom.
And you’ve always just had you.
So I want you to know something. I’ve taken care of your mother. The house will be paid off by the mortgage insurance. And I bought an annuity with the money from my teacher’s retirement. It pays her $2,200 a month for the rest of her life. With her Social Security, she’ll be fine. Not rich. But fine.
I’m telling you this because I know your mother. She’s going to cry, and she’s going to call you, and she’s going to tell you she has nothing. And you’re going to help her, because that’s who you are.
Don’t let her make you into me, Mer. Don’t let her make you the one who holds everything up.
You’re allowed to be loved for who you are. Not just for what you carry.
I love you more than all the touchdowns in the world.
Dad.”
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