Hannah took the rubber band off the shoebox. She opened the lid.
It was full of cards. Dozens of them. Pink and blue and yellow and white. Birthday cards and Christmas cards. Some of them had glitter. Some of them had animals on them. Some of them had been opened and read so many times that the folds had gone soft as cloth.
“But five days later,” Hannah said, “a card came. From Arizona. And it said, ‘Happy birthday, my sweet girl. I think about you every single day.’ And it was signed, ‘Love always, Mom.’”
She picked up the top card. It was pink, with a white rabbit on the front.
My hands were shaking so hard that Mark had to hold them still.
“For eleven years,” Hannah said, “these cards came. Every birthday. Every Christmas. They knew everything about me. They knew when I made the honor roll. They knew about my science fair project. They knew when I got my driver’s license. And every time one came, I thought, she’s watching me. Even from far away. She knows me. She never forgot me.”
She turned the pink card around so everyone could see the inside.
“And every single one of them,” she said, “had a little flower drawn in the corner.”
She pointed to it. Even from the head table, I could see it.
A violet.
Three petals up. Two petals down. A little curl at the bottom of the stem.
Then Hannah reached down and picked up her bouquet, which was sitting on the table in front of her plate. She untied the blue handkerchief from the stems. She held it up next to the card.
The same flower. The exact same flower.
People in the barn started to gasp. I heard somebody whisper, “Oh my God.” I heard a chair scrape at one of the back tables.
“Three weeks ago,” Hannah said, “I asked my mom if I could borrow something blue. And she gave me this. It was her mother’s handkerchief. She told me she’d embroidered the flowers on it herself.” Tears were running down Hannah’s face now. “And I stood in her living room and looked at those violets, and I couldn’t breathe. Because I’d seen that flower before. Hundreds of times. I’d fallen asleep with it under my pillow.”
She turned and looked straight at me.
“It was you,” she said. “It was always you.”
The whole barn turned to look at me.
I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t move. I just sat there with Mark’s hands wrapped around mine, crying so hard I could barely see.
“You wrote every single one of them,” Hannah said. “For eleven years. You sat at the kitchen table and pretended to be the woman who left me, so I wouldn’t feel forgotten. You had Aunt Denise mail them from Tucson so I’d never know. And you never told me. Not once. Not even this year.” Her voice broke completely. “Not even when I stood in your garden and accused you of keeping my mother away from me. Not even when I left you out of everything. You just let me believe it. You let me hate you a little. Because you didn’t want to take the cards away from me.”
I put my face in my hands.
“I called Aunt Denise,” Hannah said. “Two weeks ago. I asked her if she’d ever mailed anything for you. She cried on the phone for twenty minutes. She said she’d mailed every single one, and you made her promise never to tell.”
She set the card down on top of the shoebox.
“I thought the most important thing my mother ever gave me was this box,” she said. “I was right. I just had the wrong mother.”
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