Hannah had been quiet with me all year.
Polite. Always polite. She never said anything unkind. She still came over for dinner sometimes. She still hugged me hello and goodbye.
But it was different. Something had changed. She didn’t sit at the kitchen counter and talk to me while I cooked anymore, the way she used to. She didn’t call me on her drive home from work. When I asked about wedding plans, she gave me short answers. “It’s going fine.” “We’re still deciding.” “Crystal’s helping with that.”
I told myself it was wedding stress. Everybody says brides go a little crazy.
I didn’t believe it.
Something was wrong, and I didn’t know what.
Then, about six months before the wedding, I found out.
Hannah came over on a Saturday afternoon to borrow our big folding table for something. Mark was out at the hardware store. I was in the garden, pulling weeds.
She came out and stood at the edge of the vegetable bed for a long time without saying anything. Finally, I sat back on my heels and looked up at her.
“What’s wrong, honey?”
She crossed her arms.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” she asked.
“Tell you what?”
“That she tried to see me.”
I stared at her. I had dirt all over my gloves. I didn’t understand what she was saying.
“Who tried to see you?”
“Mom,” Hannah said. “Crystal. She told me she tried to visit when I was little. She said she came to the house when I was nine, and you wouldn’t let her in. She said she called and you hung up on her. She said she wanted to come to my high school graduation, and you told her I didn’t want her there.”
I felt like somebody had punched me in the stomach.
“Hannah,” I said slowly. “That’s not true.”
“Then why would she say it?”
I opened my mouth. I closed it again.
Because I knew why she would say it. Because she’d walked into a house full of love that she didn’t build, and she wanted to belong in it. Because the only way she could be the hero of Hannah’s story was if somebody else was the villain.
But I couldn’t say that. Not without saying everything.
Not without telling Hannah that the woman who sent her all those birthday cards had never sent her a single one.
“Your mother never came to the house,” I said. “Never. Not once. I promise you.”
Hannah looked at me for a long time. I could see her trying to decide who to believe.
“She sent me all those cards,” she said quietly. “For eleven years. You don’t send somebody eleven years of birthday cards and then not try to see them.”
I didn’t say anything.
I just knelt there in the dirt, holding a handful of weeds, while the girl I raised looked at me like she didn’t know who I was.
After she left, Mark came home and found me sitting at the kitchen table, still in my gardening gloves.
When I told him, he got so angry I’d never seen anything like it. He grabbed his car keys.
“I’m going over there right now,” he said. “I’m going to tell her everything. About the cards. About Denise. About all of it.”
“No.”
“Laura, she’s lying about you! She’s making you out to be a monster!”
“I said no, Mark.”
He stopped at the door.
“Those cards were a gift,” I said. “For Hannah. Not for me. If we tell her now, it’s not a gift anymore. It’s a weapon. It’s me using them to win.”
“This isn’t about winning.”
“Then don’t make it about winning,” I said. “She’s getting married in six months. She’s happy. Let her be happy. Let her have her mother back, if that’s what she wants. Whatever Crystal says about me, I can survive it.”
Mark stood there with his keys in his hand for a long time.
“You’re crazy,” he finally said. “You know that?”
It was the same thing he’d said to me at that kitchen table nineteen years before.
“I know,” I said.
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