It was a Saturday morning in October. I was standing at the stove in my sweatpants making pancakes. Grace was sitting at our little card table in her pajamas, singing to her stuffed rabbit.
I opened the door.
Standing in the dingy hallway above the laundromat was a tiny white-haired woman in a camel-colored wool coat. She was holding a leather purse in both hands. Behind her stood a tall, gray-haired man in a suit with a briefcase.
I knew her face instantly. I’d seen it from behind a church pillar.
Margaret Monroe.
She didn’t say anything at first. She just looked past me, into my tiny apartment. At the card table. At the little girl in pink pajamas.
Grace looked up at her and smiled. And the dimple showed in her left cheek.
Margaret Monroe put her hand over her mouth.
“Oh,” she whispered. “Oh, my Lord.”
The man with the briefcase stepped forward. “Miss Hart,” he said gently. “My name is Arthur Benning. I’m Mrs. Monroe’s attorney. May we come in?”
They sat at my card table. I made them coffee in my two chipped mugs. I drank mine out of Grace’s sippy cup because I didn’t have a third.
Margaret didn’t touch hers. She couldn’t stop looking at Grace.
“How did you find us?” I asked.
Arthur opened his briefcase. He set a piece of paper on the table.
It was a photocopy of Grace’s birth certificate.
“Indiana birth records are confidential,” he said. “But when a parent names a deceased father, the hospital’s social worker sometimes contacts the father’s family, especially if there may be benefits the child is entitled to. Survivor benefits. Estate matters. Eskenazi’s social worker tracked down the Monroe family through Caleb’s obituary.” He paused. “The letter took a long time to reach us. Mrs. Monroe was abroad. And it took us a long time to find you after that.”
“Why?” I asked. My voice was shaking. “Why did you come?”
Margaret finally looked at me. Her eyes were the same color as Caleb’s. Gray-green, like the river in March.
“Because he told me about you,” she said.
I froze.
“Two weeks before he died,” Margaret said, “Caleb came to my house for Sunday dinner. And he told me he’d met a girl. The smartest girl in Lancaster, he said. A girl who could make him laugh so hard he snorted milk. He said her father hated our family. With good reason.” She looked down at her hands. “He said he was going to tell her father the truth. That he was going to walk into that man’s house and apologize for what his father did to this town. And then ask for permission to marry his daughter.”
I couldn’t breathe.
“He never got the chance,” Margaret said. “And I never knew your name. Until now.”
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