Finally, I took a breath. I said the words I’d been carrying in my heart for an entire decade.
“I need to tell you the truth.”
My father’s face tightened.
“About Grace,” I said. “And the real reason I couldn’t get rid of her.”
My mother’s hand went to the door frame like she needed to hold herself up.
“Can we come in?” I asked.
For a long moment, my father didn’t move. I watched him look at Grace. At her dark eyebrows. At the dimple in her left cheek, which showed when she gave him a small, nervous smile.
Then he unlatched the screen door and pushed it open.
The living room was exactly the same. The brown leather recliner. The wood paneling. The picture of my grandparents, still hanging slightly crooked from the night he slammed that chair into the wall. Nobody had ever straightened it.
Grace sat beside me on the couch. The same couch. My mother sat in the armchair. My father lowered himself slowly into his recliner and adjusted his oxygen tube.
“This is Grace,” I said. “She’s ten. Today’s actually the day after her birthday.”
“Hi,” Grace said, very politely. “It’s nice to meet you.”
My mother started crying. She didn’t make a sound. Just tears running down her face.
“Grace,” I said gently, “would you go sit on the porch swing for a few minutes? I need to talk to Grandma and Grandpa alone.”
“Okay,” she said. She slid off the couch. At the front door, she turned around. “Grandpa? Your porch swing squeaks. My Nana Mags had one that squeaked. She said it meant it was happy.”
My father looked at her. His mouth worked. Nothing came out.
Grace went outside. We heard the swing begin to squeak.
I turned back to my parents.
“Her father,” I said, “was Caleb Monroe.”
My father went completely still.
“Thomas Monroe’s son,” I said. “Margaret Monroe’s grandson.”
The color drained out of both their faces.
“He died three weeks before I found out I was pregnant,” I said. “A semi crossed the line on Route 33. He was twenty.”
My mother put her hand over her mouth.
“That’s why I couldn’t tell you,” I said. “You hated that family more than anything in the world, Dad. I knew if I said his name, you’d never let me keep her. And I couldn’t end it. She was the only piece of him left. She was the only Monroe left.”
My father stared at the carpet.
“A Monroe,” he finally said. His voice was hoarse. “You were carrying a Monroe.”
“I was carrying your granddaughter,” I said.
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