We packed one small overnight bag and got in the car at six o’clock Saturday morning.
It’s three hours from Indianapolis to Lancaster if you drive straight through. It took me eight. I stopped at every rest area on I-70. I pulled over twice on the side of the road, just to breathe. Once outside Richmond, and once at a gas station in Zanesville, where I sat in the bathroom for twenty minutes while Grace waited in the car eating Funyuns.
My parents had no idea we were coming.
I’d thought about calling. I picked up the phone a dozen times. But I knew my father. I knew if I called first, he’d have time to build a wall.
Late that Saturday afternoon, I turned onto Maple Avenue.
It looked smaller than I remembered. All of it. The trees were bigger, and the houses were smaller. The paint on my parents’ little white Cape Cod was peeling. The gutters were sagging. The front lawn had gone to crabgrass.
And the porch.
The same porch. The same porch light. The same screen door.
I parked at the curb. I sat there with my hands on the wheel.
“Mom?” Grace said from the passenger seat. “Are you okay?”
“I’m okay, baby.”
“You’re crying.”
“I know.”
She reached over and took my hand. Her little fingers wrapped around mine.
“It’s okay,” she said. “I’m right here.”
We walked up the cracked front sidewalk together. Up the three wooden porch steps. I stood in the exact same spot where I’d stood with a green duffel bag ten years earlier and watched the light go off.
Then I knocked.
For a long time, nothing.
Then I heard footsteps. Slow ones. Heavy ones. A shuffling sound.
The front door opened.
My father stood there.
He’d gotten old. That was my first thought. His hair was completely white and thin on top. He was thinner. He had a little oxygen tube running under his nose and looped over his ears, attached to a portable tank on wheels behind him. His cardigan hung on him like it belonged to a bigger man.
He stared at me through the screen door like he’d seen a ghost.
“Evelyn?” he whispered.
Behind him, a voice from the kitchen. “Richard? Who is it?”
My mother came down the hallway, drying her hands on a dish towel. She stopped short behind my father.
She looked at me. Then her eyes dropped. And landed on Grace.
My mother gasped. She put her hand over her heart.
Nobody said anything. Ten years of silence stood on that porch between us.
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