My name is Sutton Hale. I’m thirty-three years old. Ashton and I have been married for eight years.
To understand why that suitcase scared me so badly, you have to understand the last two years of my life.
Two years ago, on a rainy Thursday night in October, I was driving home from my job at a dental practice in Beaverton. I was the office manager there. I handled the schedules, the insurance billing, the patients who yelled about their copays. I was good at it.
I stopped at a red light on Canyon Road. The light turned green. I pulled into the intersection.
A pickup truck came through the red light at forty-eight miles an hour.
I don’t remember the impact. I remember the green light. I remember the song on the radio. I remember thinking I should stop for milk.
Then I remember waking up at OHSU hospital with tubes in my arms and a terrible ringing in my head. And darkness.
Total darkness.
“Why are the lights off?” I asked. My voice came out as a croak.
Somebody took my hand. I knew the hand immediately. Rough thumb. Wedding ring on the wrong finger because he’d broken his knuckle playing softball in college and the ring wouldn’t fit the right one anymore.
“Sutton,” Ashton said. His voice was shaking. “Baby. The lights are on.”
I had a broken pelvis. Three broken ribs. A fractured left arm. A traumatic brain injury the doctors kept calling “significant.”
And the trauma had damaged the pathways between my eyes and my brain.
A neuro-ophthalmologist came to my bedside on the fourth day. Dr. Morgan. He had a soft voice and cold hands.
“There’s a possibility some vision may return over time,” he said. “I’ve seen it happen. But I can’t promise you that, Sutton. I’d be lying if I did. I want you to prepare for the chance that this is permanent.”
Permanent.
I was thirty-one years old.
I lay in that hospital bed after he left, and I cried until the nurse had to give me something to sleep.
Ashton never let go of my hand. Not once that whole night.
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