That night, we put the divorce papers away.
Ashton wanted to tear them up right there in the living room. I stopped him.
“No,” I said. “Give them to Rebecca on Thursday. Let her see them. Let them be part of the work.”
He looked at me for a long time.
“Okay,” he said.
We didn’t put them away because all our problems had disappeared. They hadn’t.
And not because my eyes were magically fixing our marriage. They weren’t.
We put them away because for the first time in months, we were actually telling each other the truth about what had happened to us.
I called Megan at ten o’clock that night, like I promised.
“Well?” she said. “Do I need to bring a shovel?”
I laughed so hard I had to sit down on the stairs.
The next morning, Ashton called his boss and asked for a personal day. The first one he’d taken in two years that wasn’t for one of my appointments.
He made pancakes. Badly. I could see that they were burned, which honestly felt like a gift.
Then he sat down at the dining room table and pulled out the big accordion folder where he kept every bill and statement from the last two years.
“I want to go through all of it with you,” he said. “Every account. Every password. I’m going to write everything down in giant letters so you can read it yourself. I don’t want to be the only person in this house who knows where things are anymore. That was part of the problem. I made myself the only person who could hold it all.”
We spent four hours at that table. The mortgage. The car loan. The disability payments. The health insurance appeals. My settlement account, sitting exactly where Walter Brandt had put it, with the interest slowly adding up, untouched.
It was the most boring morning of our whole marriage.
It was also one of the best.
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